Saudade

This feeling called Saudade, which consumes me inside ... I have so many Saudades of: Laughing, getting up in the morning with a good mood, having the energy of other times, feeling healthy ... And I miss the friends that I lost ... Miss my father, my grandfather, my grandmother ... Saudade... And I miss my husband! My God how I miss him! I never thought that being separated all these months would cost me this world, and all the planets in the solar system!! It's horrible! Sorrow is so huge that i want to fall asleep for months.. I want my husband!!